The Cost of Keeping Him

An upmarket M/M romance about public love, private pressure, and the cost of keeping what was never supposed to become real.

They chose each other in public. Now the cost has come due.

Finn Calloway has built NORTH into the restaurant he meant it to be—disciplined, intimate, exacting, and his. Declan Marsh has built a life around control, survival, and power that never asks to be comforted. Fourteen months after a contract brought them together, neither man is pretending anymore. They’re in love, they’re public, and they’re trying, with care and precision, to make a life that can hold them both.

Then Theo resurfaces. Margaux sees the threat, the old scandal finds a new shape, and the relationship that once saved Declan’s public image becomes the very thing his enemies can use. Finn knows kitchens. Declan knows war rooms. But neither man knows how to protect a love that has stopped being strategic and started being home.

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A restaurant. A public relationship. A love under pressure from every side.

NORTH is working. The room is full, the food is being taken seriously, and the line moves the way Finn built it to move. For the first time in years, he has something that belongs to him without apology. Declan belongs there too, though carefully—at the counter, at the edge of the room, close enough to be part of Finn’s life and disciplined enough not to make himself the story.

They have rules now—public rules, private rituals, a geography of touch, restraint, home, and work. They’ve learned each other well enough to build a life out of repeated proofs. But visibility has a price, and when old damage becomes public leverage, Finn and Declan are forced to confront the part of love that can’t be managed by press strategy, money, silence, or control. Keeping someone isn’t possession. It’s attention, and repair, and choosing the same person again when the world makes that choice expensive.

The Cost of Keeping Him is the second book of the Meridian trilogy, an upmarket M/M romance about what visibility does to a love that’s already been chosen. Once Finn and Declan are public, the relationship becomes leverage, and the people who couldn’t touch Declan’s money or his boardroom can now reach for the one thing he can’t afford to lose. Their story starts in The Terms of Us and finishes in What Love Demands.

Finn built NORTH so no one could ever take a room from him again. This is the book where they try.

Continue The Meridian Series

Book 1: The Terms of Us — The contract was supposed to protect them. It could not protect what came next.

Book 2: The Cost of Keeping Him — They chose each other in public. The private cost was the part no one prepared them for.

Book 3: What Love Demands — Love was never the question. What it demanded of them was.

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